Wednesday, June 28, 2017

One less number to call

Shirts on the hangers, shoes on the floor
Grandma's in the kitchen, vendors at the door
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing

Pictures on the wall, the breeze blows in from the window
Your house is waiting, your house is waiting
For you to walk in, for you to walk in
But you're missing, you're missing

You're missing when I shut out the lights
You're missing when I close my eyes
You're missing when I see the sun rise
You're missing

Morning is morning, the evening falls I have
One less number to call, but too many phone calls
How's everything, everything?
Everything, everything

You're missing, you're missing....Dad.

Friday, May 01, 2015

Journeys end

Sometimes late at night and during those spaces in a busy day,
I feel that I knew you before I met you,
Somewhere in the vast emptiness of space and time, You knew me and I you.

Did you think we loved by chance ?
Did you think it's all happenstance ?
You - it was you that chose and it was me.

We chose but not with the mental circuits in our brain,
Our souls knew that we were meeting again.
With every atom and layer of our being,
Our beings saw each other without seeing.

Through thousands of miles of telephone lines,
Through differences in space and time,
A spoken word and a genuine laugh,
Launched a love that transcended this life.

A soft hello across the line,
A whisper sharing deepest fears,
While laughter was always there,
Two friends met at their journeys end.


Friday, July 18, 2014

Rising Tide

Rising Tide

Shipwrecked on the shore,
I found the will to build a boat,
Awaiting the rising tide to take me to new shores.

People never cease to amaze,
Some change the way you live,
Others break the images in your heart and mind.

Your life is like a storybook,
A new chapter at every turn,
Some prologues and other epilogues.

I'm never ending this story,
It's with me till I die,
Writing the next chapter is today.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Quarterlife crisis

The world as it looks today is not much different from what it has been for millenia.
A new world order has arisen. A new form of slavery has come into existence.
A delusion of freedom exists in most countries. In reality we are but slaves to our economic situation.
You work at a job. You earn money. You spend it to maintain the lifestyle of your peers.
Money from corporation goes to buy goods made by corporation.
The profit off the labors of the people go to the oligarchy at the top.You run the endless cycle of work-pay-buy-work.
I've joined the club. I'm an young professional. Get a better lifestyle and maintain the oligarchy.
The oligarchy changes from time to time. But the status quo remains with a new oligarchy in place.
It's 1984.
There exist but 3 classes of people--- the rich(the oligarchy), the poor and the middle class which contains the seeds of the next oligarchy.However, rich in this context implies not only monetary wealth but power to control wealth as in the case of political power.
In the midst of a quarterlife crisis I question my existence in this world order.
Is anyone truly free? The oligarchy---slaves to the system, the middle class---slaves to the oligarchy, the poor---slaves to everything and everyone.

Written - circa 2008

Options Basics

Options are a contract between 2 parties where one party has the right (but no obligation) to buy or sell an underlying asset at a fixed price at a future date.

2 types:
Call - right to buy an asset at a fixed price
Put - right to sell an asset at fixed price

There are 2 parties involved - the buyer of the contract and the seller (option writer).
The fixed price is called strike price/exercise price.

American option: Can be exercised on any date up to and including the expiration date.
European option: Can be exercised only on expiration date.

Option writer is "short" on the contract
Option buyer is "long" on the contract

Stock options:

Price of buying the option: Option Premium
By convention, all traded options expire on the Saturday following the third Friday of the month.

At-the-money: Current price of stock = exercise price of option
In-the-money: Payoff from exercising an option immediately is positive. More positive ones are called Deep-in-the-money.
Out-of-the-money: Payoff from exercising an option immediately is negative. More negative ones are called Deep-out-of-the-money.

Stock option prices are always written on 100 shares of the stock.
Option prices are however quoted on a per-share basis.
Therefore, an ask price of $3.30 implies that you would pay 3.30 x $100 = $330 for the contract.

Friday, August 24, 2012

Oh home country


Oh home country,
change comes naturally to you,
As it does to me.
Some of the old is lost,
While the new flourish.
Creative destruction
Of ancient ways to give way to the new.
Passing time shifts the cultural landscape,
Snapshots in time from my visits remain.
Matching the picture to the reality,
Matching the past to the present.
Oh home country,
Some change is good,
Some change is necessary
And some change is sad.
Nostalgia Nostalgia,
Screams the sarangi.
The dholak beats away,
While the rockstar rises.
Sweet moments,
Sad moments,
Oh home country,
Thou shalt not be forgotten.
A part of me,
Always, always.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Notes on my reading: Securing Your Financial Future by Chris Smith


Chapter 1

1.Compounding is the most powerful force in personal finance. It is slow at the beginning, picks up speed in the middle, and is super fast in the end.
2.Compounding works for you in investing and against you in borrowing.The two important factors are interst rates and the number of periods of compounding. Remember the rule that it takes (72/interest rate) for your money invested/borrowed to double. Hence it is very important to look at the rate of interest and the number of periods that you have.

Chapter 2

1. Net worth measures your financial health = assets - liabilities.
2.Bathtub example. The water level in a bathtub only rises when your faucet is pouring in more water than the drain is letting out. Drain control is key.
3.Save at least 10% or more of gross income

Chapter 3

Building high net worth comes from controlling your spending, not from earning a high income. Although a high income can help grow net worth, the main source of building net worth is the concept of spending less than you earn year after year.

Chapter 4

1. Personal finance is a long term play ~ 50 years or more in length.
2. Right brain dynamics/short term thinking will prevent you from realizing those long term plays unless you guard against them.
3.Right brain dynamics causes us to think of small, automatic expenses as small expenses whereas they can add up to be big ones over time.
4.Follow a structured, decision process for financial matters and you'll allow yourself not to be controlled by the right brain's impulsive nature.

Chapter 5

1. Rule 1: Save at least 10% of your income.
2.To accelerate: increase savings percentage OR increase income at same savings rate OR both.
3. Active income: job income, portfolio income: investment income, passive income: rental property income/business income.
4. Diversification into all sources of income is important as you grow up.
5. Simple but most effective way to increase net worth: Increase your income in all the above ways while keeping your lifestyle the same.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

It's just today

No meanings to attach
The day flows like a stream
Up and down the rocks and sand
It's just today. 

Watching it move 
Sometime it seems long;
The years pass by quicker every day
But today, it's just today. 

The sun shines and the clouds pour rain
The birds chirp and the people chatter
The cars on the road take people places
Things are in motion just like the day,
Thoughts come and go;
People too,
But it's just today. 

Thinking of the future and planning
Holding on to the past and waiting
Losing the moment while it unfolds
Dreading change that's coming 
But it's just today. 

Games people play
Memories that stay
Desires that grow
And dreams that flow
But it's just today.